I had always known that motherhood would change me , make me more responsible , more loving , more empathetic and most of all give me a wonderful gift of my children . But motherhood was more than I have ever imagined. It hardened me and weakened me at the same time.
I have been planning to share my experience for a long time. I must confess …The one reason that this blog has taken me so much time to write is whenever I start writing am always in tears ….. I don’t know if this feeling will ever end. But I hope that my story can encourage somebody going through a similar situation or even a trying am situation that God is always in control
After January 19th 2017 Mukami became MuQami,
Q is for the Quiet moments when I called out to God, for his help and for his strength
Q for the Quality time I had with God, telling his my needs and my desire, the moments that drew me closer to him.
Q for the moments I Questioned God why all these bad things were happening to me,
Q for moments I Quarrelled with the doctors’ report,
Q for the Queasy moments when I thought we would never leave the hospital,
Q for the Quench to my thirst, the moments he assured me of his presence and his love.
Allow me to talk about those Q moments of uncertainty hoping to find my own peace and also to encourage a troubled person out there.
MUQAMISPEAKS is my story.